Very Intense Week!
My week actually fell apart and I am working now to pull it back together! It's a good thing I did the SHRED in the morning on Wednesday because I ended up staying at the office until about 10. After having gotten there around 7am-ish. I came home Wednesday night, got up at 4:30 on Thursday and went right back. I started feeling off balance on Thursday. I was very tired all day, had some weird dizzy feelings and started eating crap.
While this is going on, everything at work is getting well...intense. I love my job. I have the greatest job in the whole great big wide world. Because it's the best possible job for me and how my brain works and what I like/want to do. Just about everything I do is my own idea, done in my way, on my schedule. Sounds great, right? Yeah but here are the problems with that: Everytime I get a new idea I find myself with a new job. And I get a LOT of ideas. So the list keeps getting longer. As should be obvious, I always want to do everything PERFECTLY. Especially if I thought of it! So my list of things to do that I will push myself to do in fastidiously perfect detail keeps growing and growing. Yes, I get overwhelmed by own perfectionism!
So Thursday I came home and collapsed into bed at 6pm. I woke up at 1:45am. And couldn't get back to sleep. It probably would have been the perfect thing to have done a Shred workout but I got it in my head that it was terrible I'd been awake since 1:45am. Without realizing I'd actually slept eight hours! I felt REALLY off balance all day Friday! I kept eating all wrong, the day FLEW past me as requests from my boss derailed my own various plans for what I was going to do, about three million things churned around in my head and I just struggled to get myself home at some point, and crash into bed with the TV on. At some point, cupcakes made their way into my mouth.
So today I am picking up the pieces! I slept as late as I wanted. I'm having a slow morning. I'll do a workout when I'm ready to. My cleaning lady was here this week, my laundry is done. I have nothing to do but whatever I want so I will get focused, eat correctly which will make me feel good, get in a workout when my body feels ready to do it, and get some work done!
While this is going on, everything at work is getting well...intense. I love my job. I have the greatest job in the whole great big wide world. Because it's the best possible job for me and how my brain works and what I like/want to do. Just about everything I do is my own idea, done in my way, on my schedule. Sounds great, right? Yeah but here are the problems with that: Everytime I get a new idea I find myself with a new job. And I get a LOT of ideas. So the list keeps getting longer. As should be obvious, I always want to do everything PERFECTLY. Especially if I thought of it! So my list of things to do that I will push myself to do in fastidiously perfect detail keeps growing and growing. Yes, I get overwhelmed by own perfectionism!
So Thursday I came home and collapsed into bed at 6pm. I woke up at 1:45am. And couldn't get back to sleep. It probably would have been the perfect thing to have done a Shred workout but I got it in my head that it was terrible I'd been awake since 1:45am. Without realizing I'd actually slept eight hours! I felt REALLY off balance all day Friday! I kept eating all wrong, the day FLEW past me as requests from my boss derailed my own various plans for what I was going to do, about three million things churned around in my head and I just struggled to get myself home at some point, and crash into bed with the TV on. At some point, cupcakes made their way into my mouth.
So today I am picking up the pieces! I slept as late as I wanted. I'm having a slow morning. I'll do a workout when I'm ready to. My cleaning lady was here this week, my laundry is done. I have nothing to do but whatever I want so I will get focused, eat correctly which will make me feel good, get in a workout when my body feels ready to do it, and get some work done!
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